Illusion

It is very hard to come to conclusion in life about anything... What you think exists, doesn't exist and some times what you can hardly even imagine appears in front of your eyes. Notice this: for anything which would happen in our life, we imagine or expect or hope or anticipate or wish that things would happen and we live in that illusion of happiness or sadness. If its happy news, we love ourselves, people around us, cherish the moments we spent and if we dont like the news we hate ourselves, we tend to make excuses for the loss, blame our parents or ourselves and every thing else under the sky. We get into a security blanket, shut our eyes ears and mind and live in the same world for years..some times until the end of life. What ever the news is, if you notice carefully, its only we who react cause we want some thing to happen in life and any difference from what we want we react . In both the cases, its an illusion not reality. To come out of the illusion is the challenge...whats the way out of it?? I don't know.. I guess that's the reason we have so many things happening in the world

Thoughts and Feelings

 

Its so strange that thoughts are just like cobwebs. We never know when they start but they just grow until you realise that they exist. They just pile up just like the piled up files in the P C and they occupy so much of space in your mind that when you actually start looking at it, you realize how much of time, effort and space you have wasted in your life for such minute semi existent virtual body. Though true that thoughts often turn into actions and actions turn into character, if you glance at the thoughts which just keep getting generated every day...all you can do is sigh!!The strangest thing about all these minute spark lets is they build or they ruin your life. What ever it is! Its very hard to decide if we run thoughts or thoughts run us cos if you decide to drive your life through a particular stream of thoughts..that itself  is a thought. As depicted in"Inception" every thought has an origin.  Some times, the origin lies in the root of our life and we run behind those thoughts for a life time. We also tend to have our children follow the same thoughts. No one challenges them. If challenged thats a thought , if not challenged thats a thought too. If you notice..these specks of time.. originate and build yet another life for FEELINGS. These play with us not just before we existed but also until the after life. Greed, lust, anger, joy and depression all of them are built based on the thoughts and feelings. Og gosh isnt it complex.